just so u know, i'm beat right now. i hardly keep my slanted eyes opened, really. this day was outrageously terrible, i don't know why, it's just not going so normal, and not as exhilarating as usual, but just forget about that, i just wanna tell u something that i'm most afraid of for this moment. this is just gonna be a very short post, and i won't work my brain too hard on using proper englih words for now, so forgive me for some grammatical error or something like that.
now let's get started. u know that recently, people keep talking about the end of the world, like 2012 is gonna be the year when everything in this world will be swept all over, just like sweeping the dust on ur floor, everything will all be destroyed, till nothing left in this world, well idk whether it's kinda like that, it's just my imagination based on my so-far knowledge about the end of the world.
and to be frank, i don't believe that. the end of the world is something which is decided of our very God and we, red-blooded human beings don't have any kind of insight of it whatsoever, moreover to determine the actual time of when it will happen. that just doesn't make sense for me, and i do consider it as bullshit. i don't effing care at all. i believe only in God, it's up to Him, about when he wants to end this world, it maybe now, or 5 more seconds, or tomorrow, we'll never know, so don't they even feel so fucking sure about their crap yet bloke-headed theory that 2012 will be the end of the world.
however, disasters keep on coming, for instance the earthquake, and what is that hottest news about some kind of orange fog in australia? i don't know beans about that, but what i know is that, people keep on drawing some parallels about those disasters with the end of the world.
and, to be honest, i'm getting a lil bit petrified.
no, it's not that i'm doubting my God.
i'm just frightened. i dread that i can't fulfil my very dream before everything is gone from this world.
this may sounds that i seem like a selfish toddler, but let me tell u something: my biggest dream, until now, is to travel around the world.
that is just the only reason why i keep on studying, even though literally i'm feeling an ache in my chest, holding up to my bad reality of life, while i have to keep on moving in my life.
i sure am, i don't have any other reason to bear these pain by studying in school, besides to travel around the world.
and well idk what to say.
i'm getting more sad and even more sad as i write further.
i just don't wanna see those things in this world come to an end, before i can touch and feel a grasp of my dream.
do i sound so selfish? yes, i certainly do.
-nanduunanduunanduu-
now let's get started. u know that recently, people keep talking about the end of the world, like 2012 is gonna be the year when everything in this world will be swept all over, just like sweeping the dust on ur floor, everything will all be destroyed, till nothing left in this world, well idk whether it's kinda like that, it's just my imagination based on my so-far knowledge about the end of the world.
and to be frank, i don't believe that. the end of the world is something which is decided of our very God and we, red-blooded human beings don't have any kind of insight of it whatsoever, moreover to determine the actual time of when it will happen. that just doesn't make sense for me, and i do consider it as bullshit. i don't effing care at all. i believe only in God, it's up to Him, about when he wants to end this world, it maybe now, or 5 more seconds, or tomorrow, we'll never know, so don't they even feel so fucking sure about their crap yet bloke-headed theory that 2012 will be the end of the world.
however, disasters keep on coming, for instance the earthquake, and what is that hottest news about some kind of orange fog in australia? i don't know beans about that, but what i know is that, people keep on drawing some parallels about those disasters with the end of the world.
and, to be honest, i'm getting a lil bit petrified.
no, it's not that i'm doubting my God.
i'm just frightened. i dread that i can't fulfil my very dream before everything is gone from this world.
this may sounds that i seem like a selfish toddler, but let me tell u something: my biggest dream, until now, is to travel around the world.
that is just the only reason why i keep on studying, even though literally i'm feeling an ache in my chest, holding up to my bad reality of life, while i have to keep on moving in my life.
i sure am, i don't have any other reason to bear these pain by studying in school, besides to travel around the world.
and well idk what to say.
i'm getting more sad and even more sad as i write further.
i just don't wanna see those things in this world come to an end, before i can touch and feel a grasp of my dream.
do i sound so selfish? yes, i certainly do.
-nanduunanduunanduu-
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