:)

u see that picture up there? read the word inside the white box. SMILE! how often do u all smile folks? u know something, sometimes it did cross my mind, the thought of why some people just won't relax their mouth muscle even just a bit, i mean literally, SMILE. i do find some people around me who have these tight lips, which never even once have i seen them smiling, or maybe yes they did it, but occasionally, or maybe hardly. isn't it strange? smiling is totally free! and u know something even more magical is that, when u smile, it attracts the people around u to smile too! won't it be perfect if we can see those smiles just simply put onto everyone's face around us, everyday? yes indeed.

-nanduupanaspanaspanas-

cutest thing ever

hi all. lagi lebay nih gara2 uda lama ga posting, skrg sehari posting 2 posts deh. hahaha. for this post, i wanna give a chance for my super dog, named JOYCE, to be as exist as her owner, by appearing in this blog. ahuauhahua. i've been owning this dog for like, 2 years or so, but never have i posted anything related to her in this blog hahahha. so i think it's just the perfect time now, since i really don't have things to do, why don't i do her a little bit of favor? hheheh.

a bit of introduction about her. joyce is a mini dachsund. she is so tiny, cute with dark brown hair. my family has been raising dachsund dogs since i was a kid, probably since i was 2 years old, and until now, we are still raising dachsund! hehe. it can be said that joyce is the cleverest and also the tiniest dachsund dog we've ever raised. she can do so many things, she can bring back a small doll that i throw at particular distance (not too far), she can put her head into her cloth when i strecth that cloth, to give a hole where she can put her head in, and the most important thing is that, she is soooo loyal to us, especially to my mother though. however, she is too spoiled, she just can't be outside of house at night, she would cry out loud when we leave her outside, she would cry when we came back from somewhere, n she loves to be hugged. hihi.

here are some pictures of her and me! fyi: it wasn't a lot of struggle to take pictures with her, coz unlike other dogs, joyce is so calm and quiet. hehe.












doesn't she look adorable? well i know, not as adorable as me, but she still, ADORABLE!!

-nanduumakanduluahlaparrrr-

i've forcefully changed my template :(

ladies n gentleman, as u all can clearly see, i've changed my blog template. i did not intend to do so, at all. but there is just this weird problem which just happened to occur to me. every time i read my blog with my previous template, which was a totally simple black, dark template with white-colored fonts, i started to get this blur vision with some black quite thick lines horizontally hanging there.

at first i was quite frightened actually, i thought that i simply spent too much time playing computer that i got this strange vision. i've tried to wink my eyes several times, but it did take some minutes for this vision to disappear out of my sight. after several times of reading blog with that template, i found that this vision kept on occurring to me, as soon as it could be, after giving even just a glimpse at my blog (not even 10 seconds). this is when i came to realize that this template was probably the reason why i got that vision, as i'm completely okay whenever i read my friends' blog, which happens to be none of their templates are the same as mine. so, now, FORCEFULLY, i've gotta change my template into this blue one. truthfully, i like the old one better than this one. it was so simple yet giving something sort of mysterious element into my blog. but u know, i don't wanna get that freakish vision ever again, it's just as annoying as u can imagine, so i'd better go on with this template. well, it's not that bad after all, ain't it?

eh btw kog ini pake bhs indonesia yak templatenya??? "lihat profile lengkapku" "2 komentar". duh, so uncool >.< gmn cara ngubahnya deh??

-nanduumenantiliburankebali-

DO IT AGAIN!

again n again n again n again, do it again, do it again. just like this song entitled "again & again" by The Bird and The Bee, again, i neglected my blogs! hooray. around of applause for this stupidity. three months indeed have i left this blog completely alone, empty, without my love and care (oh so sweet) and i bet it misses me just as much as i miss my mother on this day coz u know what ,today is mother's day! happy mother's day! always remember that our mothers' love is this big (can u see how big is that? imagine planet earth. it's even bigger than that! hahha. exaggeration mode : SUPER ON)

as a matter of fact, i missed putting thousands or even millions of special, ecstatic, memorable memories that i had these past three months, which i could possibly remember till the end of my life, in this blog. what a shame. so lemme just tell u a bit of what happened in my life for these past three months, in a nutshell.

what comes first in my mind is one of vooduu's member celebration, ARIANA CHRISTABEL SANTANA. yeay n it is her sweet seventeenth birthday party! happy b'day tataa. this is so late actually, her birthday was on 10th of december, so it's been like 12 days until now. quite impressive isn't it (my laziness) hahaha. i don't want to tell the whole stories about her birthday celebration cause it would definitely breaks my fingers down. so, it was just like, we (vooduu) and apparently, tata's boyfriend also participated in our surprising event which is outrageously surprising indeed, coz we came to her house, right at 12 a.m. sharp to gave her a surprise! it was so, u know, COOL. i bet she didn't expect even a bit of it. hahhaa. afther the surpising thing, we stayed a night at her house, which was great coz as everyone knows when we gather, there is no way those mouths would stop talking, gossiping, telling stories, teasing each other or whatever. and these are one of those successful trick of making a huge panda line around ur eyes, because as we talked more n more, we felt more alive and apparently we got only 1,5-hour of sleep there. the cause is: UNCONTROLLABLE, UNSTOPPABLE MOUTH.

i'm gonna put some pics later, later when i feel of doing it (perhaps another three months later ahahha)

well another good event, my report turned out to be quite a good one. i got the 1st rank. yei, thx Lord, as usual. but something's kinda made me feel a bit not, u know, not that satisfied, since i found that some of my scores were sort of goin down a bit, but i think it ain't big deal. heheh.

UDAHLAH ITU AJA DEH YA GUE CAPE GITU LHO UDAH MALEM MALAS NULIS BESOK2 AJ BARU LANJUT YA BYEEEE YUHU.

-nandubosan-

ola. finally it's a friday! so how r u feeling right now? i'm pretty happy, obviously because tomorrow is a holiday! yeay, i always loveeeeee holiday, no matter what kind of holiday it is. haha.

it's quite late already and i'm feeling sleepy too, but since i'm in front of my laptop right now, so i think i'll just put some unimportant questions kinda thing in this blog, just to kill my spare time. here it is.

What is your current obsession?
the first question, and it has twisted my brain. well, i guess, to travel around the world. i do really want to. hopefully i'm gonna do it someday later, the sooner the better!

What is your weirdest obsession?
ha? i don't know. hey i'm not that having bunch of obsessions kinda person! let's just say, i'm obsessed to master every single language that exists in this world, even though that's absolutely impossible.

What are you wearing today?
batik shirt for my school! then right now i'm wearing sleeveless t-shirt with shorts.

What’s for dinner today?
well actually i haven't had my dinner and i don't think i'll get to it. but i had a cup of caramel mcflurry 2 hours ago.

Why is today special?
cause today is the batik day! or to make it more special, today is the day when batik is legallized to be indonesians'!

What would you like to learn to do?
currently i'd really want to learn korean language. haha i just find that it's so fascinating when koreans talk. or maybe, i wanna learn to do magic! lol

What’s the last thing you bought?
caramel mcflurry.

What are you listening to right now?
i'm not listening to any music right now. ow i'm listening to the sound of my rotten fan movement.

What is your favorite weather?
i really really like the cool weather, especially while winds are blowing everywhere!

What is your most challenging goal right now?
in the name of God, passing the mid-tests with good results. amen.

If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
actually i've been wondering of living somewhere near the beach or high in the silent mountains, that'd be cool XD

What would you like to have in your hands right now?
smooch yoghurt!!

What would you like to get rid of?
anything will do right? i wanna get rid of my pimples! arrggh~

if you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
oh please do i have to choose one? i wanna go to everywhere! don't even wanna miss one mile! well, maybe, japan. haha.

Which language do you want to learn?
i've said it previously. definitely korean. oh but i still want to polish my english to be better.

What do you look for in a friend?
everything. not to be egocentric, but i look from every angle of them their face, their style, their behavior, their sense of humor, their everything! well, but the most important one is, of course their heart.

Who do you want to meet in person? oh there are just too many of them! perhaps, keira knightley? or maybe emma watson.

What’s your favorite type of music?
it depends, but i'm not a big fan of scream. despise them!

What’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
my green long-sleeve shirt, i guess.

What is your dream job?
blank. haha i don't have any plan really!

Any favorite models?
tyra banks. she's a model and she's my role model! she's gorgeous, and what impresses me so much is that she's helped thousands of people, she is outgoing, just say she is beautiful but she has the attitude.

If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
1000? it's not enough! i have too many things in my to-buy-list right now. but i really want to but PS3.

Favorite designer?
i don't know beans about designer stuff.

Fashion pet peeve?
i'm not into fashion so i don't have any idea about that!

Do you admire anyone’s style?
frankly, yes i do.

Describe your personal style
well i'm simple, i dress up according to my mood, so what to say? haha.

-nanduusudahmengantuk-

batik fever!

good evening fellas! have u eaten ur dinner? i just sort of done that and i'm a bit too full actually, 'cause i ate a cup of strawberry sundae and drank a bottle of cimori blueberry-flavored yogurt before i had my dinner. well, no wonder. i know i should have had them after my dinner but i just couldn't seem to hold mysel back haha. screw that.

so, here is something catchy for now. guys, tomorrow is the day when batik will be officially claimed as one of Indonesia's culture, which means it will soon legally be ours! are u thrilled to hear that? well, we should be feeling so, of course! batik has been our culture since quite a long time ago, and oh, do u still remember about the scandal between Indonesia n Malaysia? it happened when Malaysia tried to claim batik as their culture. u know what, as soon as i heard that news, i was like, for God's sake, what the hell r they thinking about? r they insane or what? please, even the old and disabled or whatever grandma will obviously know that batik is undoubtedly, Indonesia's culture! there is no way, it belongs to Malaysia. what is with that thing? it didn't even touch a bit of my logical nerve, not at all. absolutely ridiculous.

apparently, that scandal has caused quite a big attention for everyone! it seemed like Malaysia was deliberately trying to infuriate Indonesian people! they are no more but just a piece of crap. not to be offensive, but i've got to say so, 'cause realistically i do feel infuriatingly furious about that.

but the good news is, hopefully, we managed to keep batik as ours :)

and tomorrow, we will celebrate it. yeah. so, in order to give some kind of appreciation about this day, it is recommended that every human being who consider themselves as indonesian people, wear batik clothes for tomorrow.

so does my school, we were informed to wear batik for tomorrow, actually we can choose between using the free batik clothes, or in case we don't have any, we can always use the batik-motived school uniform. one of our uniform is batik-motived, it's great, isn't it? hehe.

to be honest with u, i don't have any batik clothes, well besides my uniform. and i know that is extremely pathetic, but i just sort of don't find any interest in it. it's beautiful, i've gotta say so, and i do really appreciate the hand-made one. in my opinion, that's just exquisite! but, i'm sorry, not to be ruthless, it's a bit tacky and behind the times. forgive me, i know i'm not that nationalist, but i just don't feel that is my style.

well, but for tomorrow, i guess it wouldn't hurt just to buy one. i mean, after all, i'm indonesian, and it's even more tacky that indonesians don't have batik, even one, isn't it? so ya, i bought! haha. i just bought it this evening at wtc. and just in case u wanna know something cool, it was hell crowded in every single batik store!!! IT WAS FULL, WITH HUMANS, JUST KINDA FLOODED IN THERE, NOT EVEN A SPACE FOR LITTLE TINY ANTS TO WALK THERE! but i strived to buy, it was really a struggle! and all of this is for my country, indonesia, i'm showing my appreciation here, friends! am i cool? just don't consider it as a chauvinism.

so, the one that i bought is kinda nice, i can't tell u how it looks like n i believe there is no way of describing how a batik looks like, linguistically, cause they're kind of abstract and something like that, so let's just say it was full with motive here and there, and it is great, and u can see it visually in the end of this post. i'll post the picture of it here. but just the clothes, my body isn't included, since i haven't even officially put it on on my body, just sort of gave it a try to see how it matches my body, so it is still fresh from the oven! hihi.

my batik shirt

okay, i guess that's just it. don't forget to share ur story about what is ur friends' reaction seeing u wearing batik tomorrow, or anything will do. see ya!

-nanduucapeksekali-

let me stay here with my dream

just so u know, i'm beat right now. i hardly keep my slanted eyes opened, really. this day was outrageously terrible, i don't know why, it's just not going so normal, and not as exhilarating as usual, but just forget about that, i just wanna tell u something that i'm most afraid of for this moment. this is just gonna be a very short post, and i won't work my brain too hard on using proper englih words for now, so forgive me for some grammatical error or something like that.

now let's get started. u know that recently, people keep talking about the end of the world, like 2012 is gonna be the year when everything in this world will be swept all over, just like sweeping the dust on ur floor, everything will all be destroyed, till nothing left in this world, well idk whether it's kinda like that, it's just my imagination based on my so-far knowledge about the end of the world.

and to be frank, i don't believe that. the end of the world is something which is decided of our very God and we, red-blooded human beings don't have any kind of insight of it whatsoever, moreover to determine the actual time of when it will happen. that just doesn't make sense for me, and i do consider it as bullshit. i don't effing care at all. i believe only in God, it's up to Him, about when he wants to end this world, it maybe now, or 5 more seconds, or tomorrow, we'll never know, so don't they even feel so fucking sure about their crap yet bloke-headed theory that 2012 will be the end of the world.

however, disasters keep on coming, for instance the earthquake, and what is that hottest news about some kind of orange fog in australia? i don't know beans about that, but what i know is that, people keep on drawing some parallels about those disasters with the end of the world.

and, to be honest, i'm getting a lil bit petrified.

no, it's not that i'm doubting my God.

i'm just frightened. i dread that i can't fulfil my very dream before everything is gone from this world.

this may sounds that i seem like a selfish toddler, but let me tell u something: my biggest dream, until now, is to travel around the world.

that is just the only reason why i keep on studying, even though literally i'm feeling an ache in my chest, holding up to my bad reality of life, while i have to keep on moving in my life.

i sure am, i don't have any other reason to bear these pain by studying in school, besides to travel around the world.

and well idk what to say.

i'm getting more sad and even more sad as i write further.

i just don't wanna see those things in this world come to an end, before i can touch and feel a grasp of my dream.

do i sound so selfish? yes, i certainly do.

-nanduunanduunanduu-