:)

u see that picture up there? read the word inside the white box. SMILE! how often do u all smile folks? u know something, sometimes it did cross my mind, the thought of why some people just won't relax their mouth muscle even just a bit, i mean literally, SMILE. i do find some people around me who have these tight lips, which never even once have i seen them smiling, or maybe yes they did it, but occasionally, or maybe hardly. isn't it strange? smiling is totally free! and u know something even more magical is that, when u smile, it attracts the people around u to smile too! won't it be perfect if we can see those smiles just simply put onto everyone's face around us, everyday? yes indeed.

-nanduupanaspanaspanas-

cutest thing ever

hi all. lagi lebay nih gara2 uda lama ga posting, skrg sehari posting 2 posts deh. hahaha. for this post, i wanna give a chance for my super dog, named JOYCE, to be as exist as her owner, by appearing in this blog. ahuauhahua. i've been owning this dog for like, 2 years or so, but never have i posted anything related to her in this blog hahahha. so i think it's just the perfect time now, since i really don't have things to do, why don't i do her a little bit of favor? hheheh.

a bit of introduction about her. joyce is a mini dachsund. she is so tiny, cute with dark brown hair. my family has been raising dachsund dogs since i was a kid, probably since i was 2 years old, and until now, we are still raising dachsund! hehe. it can be said that joyce is the cleverest and also the tiniest dachsund dog we've ever raised. she can do so many things, she can bring back a small doll that i throw at particular distance (not too far), she can put her head into her cloth when i strecth that cloth, to give a hole where she can put her head in, and the most important thing is that, she is soooo loyal to us, especially to my mother though. however, she is too spoiled, she just can't be outside of house at night, she would cry out loud when we leave her outside, she would cry when we came back from somewhere, n she loves to be hugged. hihi.

here are some pictures of her and me! fyi: it wasn't a lot of struggle to take pictures with her, coz unlike other dogs, joyce is so calm and quiet. hehe.












doesn't she look adorable? well i know, not as adorable as me, but she still, ADORABLE!!

-nanduumakanduluahlaparrrr-

i've forcefully changed my template :(

ladies n gentleman, as u all can clearly see, i've changed my blog template. i did not intend to do so, at all. but there is just this weird problem which just happened to occur to me. every time i read my blog with my previous template, which was a totally simple black, dark template with white-colored fonts, i started to get this blur vision with some black quite thick lines horizontally hanging there.

at first i was quite frightened actually, i thought that i simply spent too much time playing computer that i got this strange vision. i've tried to wink my eyes several times, but it did take some minutes for this vision to disappear out of my sight. after several times of reading blog with that template, i found that this vision kept on occurring to me, as soon as it could be, after giving even just a glimpse at my blog (not even 10 seconds). this is when i came to realize that this template was probably the reason why i got that vision, as i'm completely okay whenever i read my friends' blog, which happens to be none of their templates are the same as mine. so, now, FORCEFULLY, i've gotta change my template into this blue one. truthfully, i like the old one better than this one. it was so simple yet giving something sort of mysterious element into my blog. but u know, i don't wanna get that freakish vision ever again, it's just as annoying as u can imagine, so i'd better go on with this template. well, it's not that bad after all, ain't it?

eh btw kog ini pake bhs indonesia yak templatenya??? "lihat profile lengkapku" "2 komentar". duh, so uncool >.< gmn cara ngubahnya deh??

-nanduumenantiliburankebali-

DO IT AGAIN!

again n again n again n again, do it again, do it again. just like this song entitled "again & again" by The Bird and The Bee, again, i neglected my blogs! hooray. around of applause for this stupidity. three months indeed have i left this blog completely alone, empty, without my love and care (oh so sweet) and i bet it misses me just as much as i miss my mother on this day coz u know what ,today is mother's day! happy mother's day! always remember that our mothers' love is this big (can u see how big is that? imagine planet earth. it's even bigger than that! hahha. exaggeration mode : SUPER ON)

as a matter of fact, i missed putting thousands or even millions of special, ecstatic, memorable memories that i had these past three months, which i could possibly remember till the end of my life, in this blog. what a shame. so lemme just tell u a bit of what happened in my life for these past three months, in a nutshell.

what comes first in my mind is one of vooduu's member celebration, ARIANA CHRISTABEL SANTANA. yeay n it is her sweet seventeenth birthday party! happy b'day tataa. this is so late actually, her birthday was on 10th of december, so it's been like 12 days until now. quite impressive isn't it (my laziness) hahaha. i don't want to tell the whole stories about her birthday celebration cause it would definitely breaks my fingers down. so, it was just like, we (vooduu) and apparently, tata's boyfriend also participated in our surprising event which is outrageously surprising indeed, coz we came to her house, right at 12 a.m. sharp to gave her a surprise! it was so, u know, COOL. i bet she didn't expect even a bit of it. hahhaa. afther the surpising thing, we stayed a night at her house, which was great coz as everyone knows when we gather, there is no way those mouths would stop talking, gossiping, telling stories, teasing each other or whatever. and these are one of those successful trick of making a huge panda line around ur eyes, because as we talked more n more, we felt more alive and apparently we got only 1,5-hour of sleep there. the cause is: UNCONTROLLABLE, UNSTOPPABLE MOUTH.

i'm gonna put some pics later, later when i feel of doing it (perhaps another three months later ahahha)

well another good event, my report turned out to be quite a good one. i got the 1st rank. yei, thx Lord, as usual. but something's kinda made me feel a bit not, u know, not that satisfied, since i found that some of my scores were sort of goin down a bit, but i think it ain't big deal. heheh.

UDAHLAH ITU AJA DEH YA GUE CAPE GITU LHO UDAH MALEM MALAS NULIS BESOK2 AJ BARU LANJUT YA BYEEEE YUHU.

-nandubosan-

ola. finally it's a friday! so how r u feeling right now? i'm pretty happy, obviously because tomorrow is a holiday! yeay, i always loveeeeee holiday, no matter what kind of holiday it is. haha.

it's quite late already and i'm feeling sleepy too, but since i'm in front of my laptop right now, so i think i'll just put some unimportant questions kinda thing in this blog, just to kill my spare time. here it is.

What is your current obsession?
the first question, and it has twisted my brain. well, i guess, to travel around the world. i do really want to. hopefully i'm gonna do it someday later, the sooner the better!

What is your weirdest obsession?
ha? i don't know. hey i'm not that having bunch of obsessions kinda person! let's just say, i'm obsessed to master every single language that exists in this world, even though that's absolutely impossible.

What are you wearing today?
batik shirt for my school! then right now i'm wearing sleeveless t-shirt with shorts.

What’s for dinner today?
well actually i haven't had my dinner and i don't think i'll get to it. but i had a cup of caramel mcflurry 2 hours ago.

Why is today special?
cause today is the batik day! or to make it more special, today is the day when batik is legallized to be indonesians'!

What would you like to learn to do?
currently i'd really want to learn korean language. haha i just find that it's so fascinating when koreans talk. or maybe, i wanna learn to do magic! lol

What’s the last thing you bought?
caramel mcflurry.

What are you listening to right now?
i'm not listening to any music right now. ow i'm listening to the sound of my rotten fan movement.

What is your favorite weather?
i really really like the cool weather, especially while winds are blowing everywhere!

What is your most challenging goal right now?
in the name of God, passing the mid-tests with good results. amen.

If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
actually i've been wondering of living somewhere near the beach or high in the silent mountains, that'd be cool XD

What would you like to have in your hands right now?
smooch yoghurt!!

What would you like to get rid of?
anything will do right? i wanna get rid of my pimples! arrggh~

if you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
oh please do i have to choose one? i wanna go to everywhere! don't even wanna miss one mile! well, maybe, japan. haha.

Which language do you want to learn?
i've said it previously. definitely korean. oh but i still want to polish my english to be better.

What do you look for in a friend?
everything. not to be egocentric, but i look from every angle of them their face, their style, their behavior, their sense of humor, their everything! well, but the most important one is, of course their heart.

Who do you want to meet in person? oh there are just too many of them! perhaps, keira knightley? or maybe emma watson.

What’s your favorite type of music?
it depends, but i'm not a big fan of scream. despise them!

What’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
my green long-sleeve shirt, i guess.

What is your dream job?
blank. haha i don't have any plan really!

Any favorite models?
tyra banks. she's a model and she's my role model! she's gorgeous, and what impresses me so much is that she's helped thousands of people, she is outgoing, just say she is beautiful but she has the attitude.

If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
1000? it's not enough! i have too many things in my to-buy-list right now. but i really want to but PS3.

Favorite designer?
i don't know beans about designer stuff.

Fashion pet peeve?
i'm not into fashion so i don't have any idea about that!

Do you admire anyone’s style?
frankly, yes i do.

Describe your personal style
well i'm simple, i dress up according to my mood, so what to say? haha.

-nanduusudahmengantuk-

batik fever!

good evening fellas! have u eaten ur dinner? i just sort of done that and i'm a bit too full actually, 'cause i ate a cup of strawberry sundae and drank a bottle of cimori blueberry-flavored yogurt before i had my dinner. well, no wonder. i know i should have had them after my dinner but i just couldn't seem to hold mysel back haha. screw that.

so, here is something catchy for now. guys, tomorrow is the day when batik will be officially claimed as one of Indonesia's culture, which means it will soon legally be ours! are u thrilled to hear that? well, we should be feeling so, of course! batik has been our culture since quite a long time ago, and oh, do u still remember about the scandal between Indonesia n Malaysia? it happened when Malaysia tried to claim batik as their culture. u know what, as soon as i heard that news, i was like, for God's sake, what the hell r they thinking about? r they insane or what? please, even the old and disabled or whatever grandma will obviously know that batik is undoubtedly, Indonesia's culture! there is no way, it belongs to Malaysia. what is with that thing? it didn't even touch a bit of my logical nerve, not at all. absolutely ridiculous.

apparently, that scandal has caused quite a big attention for everyone! it seemed like Malaysia was deliberately trying to infuriate Indonesian people! they are no more but just a piece of crap. not to be offensive, but i've got to say so, 'cause realistically i do feel infuriatingly furious about that.

but the good news is, hopefully, we managed to keep batik as ours :)

and tomorrow, we will celebrate it. yeah. so, in order to give some kind of appreciation about this day, it is recommended that every human being who consider themselves as indonesian people, wear batik clothes for tomorrow.

so does my school, we were informed to wear batik for tomorrow, actually we can choose between using the free batik clothes, or in case we don't have any, we can always use the batik-motived school uniform. one of our uniform is batik-motived, it's great, isn't it? hehe.

to be honest with u, i don't have any batik clothes, well besides my uniform. and i know that is extremely pathetic, but i just sort of don't find any interest in it. it's beautiful, i've gotta say so, and i do really appreciate the hand-made one. in my opinion, that's just exquisite! but, i'm sorry, not to be ruthless, it's a bit tacky and behind the times. forgive me, i know i'm not that nationalist, but i just don't feel that is my style.

well, but for tomorrow, i guess it wouldn't hurt just to buy one. i mean, after all, i'm indonesian, and it's even more tacky that indonesians don't have batik, even one, isn't it? so ya, i bought! haha. i just bought it this evening at wtc. and just in case u wanna know something cool, it was hell crowded in every single batik store!!! IT WAS FULL, WITH HUMANS, JUST KINDA FLOODED IN THERE, NOT EVEN A SPACE FOR LITTLE TINY ANTS TO WALK THERE! but i strived to buy, it was really a struggle! and all of this is for my country, indonesia, i'm showing my appreciation here, friends! am i cool? just don't consider it as a chauvinism.

so, the one that i bought is kinda nice, i can't tell u how it looks like n i believe there is no way of describing how a batik looks like, linguistically, cause they're kind of abstract and something like that, so let's just say it was full with motive here and there, and it is great, and u can see it visually in the end of this post. i'll post the picture of it here. but just the clothes, my body isn't included, since i haven't even officially put it on on my body, just sort of gave it a try to see how it matches my body, so it is still fresh from the oven! hihi.

my batik shirt

okay, i guess that's just it. don't forget to share ur story about what is ur friends' reaction seeing u wearing batik tomorrow, or anything will do. see ya!

-nanduucapeksekali-

let me stay here with my dream

just so u know, i'm beat right now. i hardly keep my slanted eyes opened, really. this day was outrageously terrible, i don't know why, it's just not going so normal, and not as exhilarating as usual, but just forget about that, i just wanna tell u something that i'm most afraid of for this moment. this is just gonna be a very short post, and i won't work my brain too hard on using proper englih words for now, so forgive me for some grammatical error or something like that.

now let's get started. u know that recently, people keep talking about the end of the world, like 2012 is gonna be the year when everything in this world will be swept all over, just like sweeping the dust on ur floor, everything will all be destroyed, till nothing left in this world, well idk whether it's kinda like that, it's just my imagination based on my so-far knowledge about the end of the world.

and to be frank, i don't believe that. the end of the world is something which is decided of our very God and we, red-blooded human beings don't have any kind of insight of it whatsoever, moreover to determine the actual time of when it will happen. that just doesn't make sense for me, and i do consider it as bullshit. i don't effing care at all. i believe only in God, it's up to Him, about when he wants to end this world, it maybe now, or 5 more seconds, or tomorrow, we'll never know, so don't they even feel so fucking sure about their crap yet bloke-headed theory that 2012 will be the end of the world.

however, disasters keep on coming, for instance the earthquake, and what is that hottest news about some kind of orange fog in australia? i don't know beans about that, but what i know is that, people keep on drawing some parallels about those disasters with the end of the world.

and, to be honest, i'm getting a lil bit petrified.

no, it's not that i'm doubting my God.

i'm just frightened. i dread that i can't fulfil my very dream before everything is gone from this world.

this may sounds that i seem like a selfish toddler, but let me tell u something: my biggest dream, until now, is to travel around the world.

that is just the only reason why i keep on studying, even though literally i'm feeling an ache in my chest, holding up to my bad reality of life, while i have to keep on moving in my life.

i sure am, i don't have any other reason to bear these pain by studying in school, besides to travel around the world.

and well idk what to say.

i'm getting more sad and even more sad as i write further.

i just don't wanna see those things in this world come to an end, before i can touch and feel a grasp of my dream.

do i sound so selfish? yes, i certainly do.

-nanduunanduunanduu-

terforsir karena tertawa

barusan gue posting tentang kesuraman yg gua rasakan krn besok gua harus balik ke sekolah, nah skrg gua akan membagi keceriaan gue kemaren bersama teman2 gua yg sudah dapat d pastikan akan menyabet juara umum apabila ada perlombaan "siapa paling gila".

kemaren, gua, callis, hans, nita, dan hannah pergi berjalan2 ke planetarium dan GI. sebenernya ini udah d plan dari minggu lalu, harusny sabtu lalu jalan2nya, cuma krn seperti biasa kalis, si miss culun universe, dy ga boleh kalo pegi2 naik kereta, jadi dy memberi usul bagaimana kalo kita jalan hari sabtu depan aja, ya berarti kemaren, naik mobilnya callis, supirnya yg nganterin. dan spt biasa, org kayak kalis mana mau rugi lah ya, jadi kita tetep patungan buat duit bensin. hahaha kita jg nyadar diri kog lis.

tadinya plan jalan2 ini masih d ambang kebingungan dan kebimbangan, krn:

1. nita plin plan bukan main, sebentar ikut, sbntr lagi ga ikut, trs ikut lg, trs ga ikut lg, trs ikut lg, kentut deh pokoknya.

2. hans belum minta ijin sama nyokapnya, yg menurut keterangan dari orgnya sendiri, maminya suka tiba2 pelit ga boleh kasih dy jalan. dan kalo ga ada hans, pastinya kita batal, krn dy lah raja bolang yang tau segala seluk-beluk berbolang ria d jakarta.

tapi untungnya segala rintangan dan aral melintang itu daapat d atasi dengan besarnya rasa kekompakan kita. halah. hahaha.

tadinya rencana mau pake baju colorful, jadi warna-warni gitu. tapi berhubung kesulitan untuk membeda2kan dan jg kita adalah manusia yg tidak mau repot, jadinya kita bebas aja lah bajunya, yg penting tdk berbikini.

nah ini ada satu yg aga membingungkan dan gua sendiri baru nyadar pas gue udah pulang. tadiny rencana kita itu mau ke planetarium trs mau ke museum gajah. eh gatau knp, museum gajah d ganti menjadi GI, dan kita semua kayaknya ga nyadar deh. hahhaaha. yasudahlah biarin yg penting d GI jg seru abiz!

tibalah hari H...

nita,hana, dan hans sepakat untuk berkumpul d rumah gue, yg memang dari sedia kala selalu menjadi base-camp kalo mu bepergian, lalu kalo semua dah ngumpul, baru kita barengan naik mobil gue pergi ke rumah kalis. nita, yg paling gaul pastinya pagi2 udah bilang "ndo, gua jam stngh 8 d rumah lu" dan hasilnya nita memang menunjukkan ciri khas org indonesia yg sangat kental dengan sampainya dy d rumah gue pukul 8 lewat. barengan lagi nyampenya sama hana, kalo hana sih emank udah blg ke gue aga telat, soalnya dy ada les dulu. dan hans memang selalu on time, jam stngh 8 sudah sampai.

kemudian, kita bebincang2 sbntr, ketawa2, dan berkunjung melihat joyce yg baru saja melahirkan anak, trs kita berangkat deh ke rumah kalis.

setelah sampai d sana, kita berangkat ke tempat tujuan dengan mobil kalis. dan spt biasa kalo kita semua bertemu, bibir pasti tidak terkontrol, dan d yakini bahwa mobil pasti berguncang2 krn kita semua tertawa kencang sekali dan tidak bisa berhenti2.

lalu sekitar pukul stengah 10an, kita sampe d planetarium. kita beli tiket show yg jam 10, dengan harga 7rb per tiket. lalu kita mulai deh bervoto2.

me - hannah - callis - nita

pertama kita voto sama astronot jejadian itu. dari sini ga keliatan ya kayak astronot, kepalanya kayak pepaya deh.

lalu kita berjalan2 sebentar keliling2 ngeliat macem2 barang gitu abis itu pas udah mau jam 10, kita naik ke tempat shownya.


itu voto bagian atas ruangannya, bentuknya kayak cembung gitu, nanti pas show, jadi gelep trus nanti muncul bintang lah, planet, dan macem2 gitu hahahaha. gua paling suka yg pas kita jadi merasa kayak d dalem pesawat angkasa, trus jadi kayak goyang2 gitu, padahal kita ga goyang, cuma gambarnya yg goyang. seru bgd deh pokoknya! hahhha. dan tidak lupa kita jg bervoto2 d dalem ruangan planetarium. kwokokok.

hans - hannah - me - callis - nita seuprit

hans - hannah - me

me - callis - nita

gua dan yg lain aga naik darah selama show krn banyak emak2 yg bawa bayi dan bayinya ini nangis sepanjang show. please, my ears r bleeding! gua bayar 7rb ya ga pake suara bayi! tapi untunglah kekesalan tertutup oleh kegembiraan karena show yg lumayan keren XD

show nya ini sekitar 1 jam, lalu jam 11 gitu, kita keluar dari ruang show, trs pipis dulu. toilet cowo buset dah, baunya ga kalah sama bau got. gaul abiz.

trs kita keluar dan bervoto2 lagi tentunya d tangga dan d depan gedung planetarium.

me - nita - hans - hannah

nita - callis - me - hans (I like this picture!)

callis - me - hannah - hans

kita pun langsung bergegas menuju ke mobil kalis dan menentukan tempat tujuan berikutnya. tadinya mau ke EX nonton film, tapi kita baru sadar kalo kmrn itu sabtu dan nonton d EX jadinya 50rb! rugi bgd donk ya. jadinya kita berpindah haluan saja ke GI jalan2 dan makan. hehehe. so off we went.

ternyata ke GI dari planetarium itu deket ya, dalam 10 ato 15 menit udah nyampe. trs kita jalan2 dulu voto2 lagi. yak voto terus sepuasnya! ^^

me - hans - hannah - nita

hannah - callis - me - hans

callis - me - hans

me (the food looks delicious, ain't it?)

nita - hannah - callis - me

hans - me

setalah sesi voto2 yang sangat menguras tenaga, kita pun memutuskan untuk ke food court cari makan. setelah pusing2, akhirnya menu yg kami pesan:

-me: mie tarik saus jepang
-kalis dan hana: mie tarik saus italy
-nita: mie tarik ayam
-hans: mie ayam d resto apa gitu ga tau deh

mie tariknya itu semua beli d resto lacker. enak lho! mie tarik tuh mie yg langsung d buat d depan muka kita, kayaknya mereka pamer deh. yang mie ny d kepret2 gitu sampe jadi unyil. eh gua lupa nama restonya lacker ato lackier ato lakier. pokoknya nama resto nya itu. cuma lebih enak mie tarik saus italy daripada mie tarik saus jepang, gua rugi deh beli yg saus jepang, abisnya waktu itu dah pernah coba yg saus italy jadi pengen coba yg beda. trs gua ambil cabe nya kebanyakan lagi. itu cabe khusus mie tarik! ga keliatan kayak cabe, jadi kirain ga pedes. ternyata pedes abiz! minum gua sebotol habis seketika!

hans - me

setelah kita makan, kita jalan2 lagi dan memutuskan untuk beli sour sally. jadi hans dan nita beli sour sally yg small. tadinya gua mau beli jg, cuma akhirnya gua ga jadi, gua pengen coba smooch aja. smooch itu yogurt jg cuma baru gitu deh siapa tau kan enak! jadi kita naik sampe berapa lantai tuh, smooch d atas bgd, lantai 7 ato 8 kalo ga salah.

lalu sampe nih. dan unexpectedly, ternyata smooch tuh cara belinya beda bgd! gua langsung kayak org kampung deh. kalo d sour sally ato J.COOL ato heavenly blush ato apa lah, kita kan tinggal pilih size nya apa, toppingnya apa. nah kalo ini ternyata beda bgd. jadi kalo d smooch itu, yoghurtnya ada 8 pilihan rasa dan 61 topping! dan yg bikin gua pusing, kita ini ngambil sendiri! hadoh mampus deh gua blm pernah yg kayak gini. tapi mau gmn lagi, udah d depan mata, coba aja deh.

jadi cara bayarnya itu d hitung per berat, stiap 10 gr harganya 1.600, kalo lebih dari 100 gr ada potongan 50 gr, jadi potongan 8rb. lumayan kan ya? trs kita bisa pilih yogurt sama toppingnya seenak jidad kita. dan d sinilah sense of ketidakmaurugian kita bekerja. si nita langsung bilang ke gua "eh ndo ambil tuh bubuk milo yg banyak! kan kagak berat tuh". trus gua pikir bener jg ya.hahaha jadi gua ambil deh. trs topping gua tuh semrawutan bgd ga jelas semua tumbuh jadi satu. gau campur2in aja. haha. dan hasilnya punya gue sekitar 19rban gitu. tentunya hans dan nita merasa sangat rugi karena beli d siwer seli hahaha. tapi hans tidak kuasa menahan nafsu nya, akhirnya dy beli lagi yg d smooch sampe 32rb! wuh ngamuk kan. ah pokoknya i fell in love with smooch! enak bgd >.<

me (menikmati smooch yg sangat lezat!)

yoghurt kreasi gue yg jelek sekali penampilannya

setelah kenyang dengan smooch, kita turun trs poto2 lagi sebentar dan pulang deh ke rumah.

hans - me (d tempat yg style old london gitu)

hans - me (di tempat yg bergaya china waha)

kita semua d anter kalis ke rumah gue dulu, baru hans pulang naik angkot, hana pulang naik ojek, dan nita d jemput. tapi sebelum pulang2 kembali lagi voto2 d rumah gua. hahaha. silahkan. voto penutup.

me - hannah - hans (at living room)

nita - me - hannah - hans (at backyard)

hans - me - hannah - nita

(gua sangar yaaa!)



(muka gua sampah)

jadi itulah hari yg sangat gila dan rahang gua rasanya mau putus karena terforsir untuk tertawa seharian. nita jg sampe sakit kepala gr2 ketawa terus.

so thx everyone! yesterday was really wonderful, and needless to say... insane.

-nanduukepanasan-

end my joy

*in an extremely sullen tone...

hi.. hello.. watever..

first thing first. let me tell u something which is dreadfully newsworthy for today:

WE'RE GOING BACK TO THE CRAP SCHOOL!!
PRETTY SOON!
WELL, VERY SOON ACTUALLY!
CAN I BE FRANK?
NOT EVEN 24 HOURS LEFT!!!!
HOLY COW!!!
I'M READY TO BE BURIED TO THE GROUND, RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW!!
HUHUHUHUHUHU

my dear, beloved friends, i know all of u are feeling a completely the same way with me, since tomorrow we all have to go back to our frazzling yet back-breaking everyday routine in school, from sunup till sundown, that we don't even have time to sneeze.

well it's very sad to see that our long, pleasant, holiday has finally come to an end, regardless that i was obviously stuck in a rut during this holiday. to tell u the truth, one week is not enough. ABSOLUTELY NOT ENOUGH! i don't wanna go back to that jail in disguise. i love my home, i love my bed, i love my laptop, i love my life, as long as it stays away from the school stuffs. i do believe that my life would be immaculate if there is no SCHOOL listed in my to-do-list. for now let's just put away those wisdom words saying that school is very important for ur future, to be a successful person, blablabla. i knew that, since i was still a docile, cute 5-year-old child my parents n everyone around me kept telling me about that. but u know something, with all due respect, school seems like an overkill now. i don't know how other people's perspective about school, but yes, i despise being in school, well ya but of course i don't despise being with my friends in school.

i'm dying to feel the fresh air. being in school is no different with being trapped in an enclosed room with no oxygen at all. everytime i remember about goin back to school, i swear to God, i just wanna go out and shoot a deer -.-

and the teachers r even more crap than ever. stop giving us assignments, stop telling us to do this and that. stop giving tests with outrageously hard materials and please stop thinking that we study for one lesson only in school! we have only one brain, it's a general truth, everybody knows that, n i know teachers know that. now do they realize just how many subjects we have to learn at school? i even forget about it, it's about 13 or something, well 13 is an unlucky number, hopefully it's not that. and do they expect us to share this one little brain into 13 parts?! heck with it, i'm not going to do that!!

well i believe i am definitely capable of making an essay with the title "How Scum My School is" but of course not here, it'll be a blatant maneuver.

just to tell u how i felt this morning. today is sunday, which should be a very delightful day to cheer urself up with a cup of chocolate with marshmallow dipped into it or whatsoever, but not that one of them happened to me. i was sort of about to roll out of my bed this morning, but then i layed motionless in my bed with my eyes opened and just when this thought came crossing my mind, the thought of going back to school, in just a matter of second i felt a terrible indignation in my head! it's so unfair to get this such a short holiday. i can't ever accept it. huhuhuhu. and that was quite a bad starting for the morning of my last day in my holiday.

i've forced myself for so many times to fancy my "lovely" school, but i know it will never happen. n i know it'll never happen to u either. so to hell with school.

-nanduumerasasangatkesalkalauharussekolahterus-

Happy B'day Hans!

Happy 16th birthday to my down-syndrome BFF, Hanryano/Hanryono Yehezkiel Sarungallo!


Wishing you days as colorful as those balloons up there, with lots of surprises hopping your way!

-nanduumenunggutraktiran-

I fell, literally fell to the ground!

Hi, buddies. How r u all doin? Has today been a great day for u? Whatever ur answer is, I can say that today is not a really lucky day for me, ya not that crap too actually, but i just happened to suffer a bit of disaster.

20 minutes ago, my mother asked me to take a room-fragrance refill which was kept in the car. i needed to take it out, and put a few drops of it onto the room-fragrance thingy, which is very hard to explain how it looks like, but this is the kinda room-fragrance which works by using the power of light, and this light will cause some kind of heat on the surface, then the fragrance will be heated and evaporate, so the fragrance will fill the entire room.

well, of course i didn't have any problem just to take that thing out of the car, apart from the lazyness-to-take-my-ass-out-of-the-chair thing. so, i walked out of the house, headed towards the car, and all of a sudden, i fell down with a very awkward position, my right leg was layed straight forward, and my left leg was kinda bent, sort of that thing. so the part which was injured is my left leg's knee. and i felt like a grown up! really. it's been quite a long time since the last time i fell to the ground and i do actually remember whenever i fell, i used to scream and shout "AAAWWW", but this time, wow i looked totally cool, haha i didn't expect that too. so here how i looked like. i fell to the ground, and then i was like silent for some seconds, 3 or more, and then i didn't know why, i spit this word out "shit". and u know what, i talked that, slowly, calmly softly, and with all of the hatred inside my heart and pain inside my mind. shieeeetttt. it would sound like that. haha. so i guess i'm quite a grown-up now, ain't i?

but i just pretended to be a tough one, having fallen like that, i still did my duty, to take that fucking room-fragrance refill, and i walked back to my house, and i told my father that i fell just now. then, he gave me, what's that, i don't know what it's called, it's like something to cure the wound, like betadine, but it's not that, it's like the China one. ya i don't know what it is. but what i'm so sure, it hurts so much. oh my goodness gracious, my father poured a lil bit of it onto a slice of cotton, and he just cruelly, roughly, rubbed it all over the wound. and i was like trying to bear the pain, which was incredibly painful. but what my father did was just heartlessly talked to me, "the pain will just be this once, it will dry soon and recover by itself." mm okay ,ya it will recover, but it hurts dad!

so, now my knee and the small area around it looks like yellow slash orange slash brown. it is freakin' gross. iuhh. Take a look at this!

my injured knee
Hope it will recover soon!

-nanduumaujalan2kemanagitukek-

School or Holiday?

Hello all! What's buzzin' cousin? I've got 2 options here. Feel free to choose.

1. SCHOOL

2. HOLIDAY

Which one did u choose? So, u thought it is better than the other one, huh?

I believe, it goes without saying that most of us, in just matter of seconds, decided to choose being in a holiday, rather than being tortured by the whole school stuffs. and considering myself as a human being, just like u (hopefully), i do feel like that. well, of course holiday is like something that i'm really waiting for, like it always comes to my mind, "how many days left towards the holiday?" and lately i've been feeling like, attending school, is merely some kind of the pain that i have to suffer before i can feel the heaven, which is holiday. literally, school nowadays is even more sucks than ever before. i don't know why, is it the ASS-ignments? YES! or is it the tests? TWO YESES! or perhaps the teachers? THREE YESES!

so, ya, holiday is definitely the time when i can get my private, leisure time, and just completely focusing on how to keep myself away from desperation, apart from being the cretinous one. and it's also the time when i can let myself be an idler or a loafer, for a short period, cause i really need to be that, every once in a while.

well, for this holiday, nothing much that i do, i found myself mostly dorking off and doing unimportant things, which are thoroughly a boring way to spend my holiday. sometimes, i went on vacation to bandung or puncak with my family. but for this occasion, we decided not to go anywhere, remembering the traffic jam that we surely have to suffer if we go on a vacation in eid ul-fitr holiday, and u know something, I'M EFFING BORED! but not like some of my friends, feeling bored of holiday, they kept saying things of going back to school. well i don't have any intention to do so though. for my perspective, holiday is still slightly a lot more fun than attending school, particularly when we have something interesting to do.

now what about you? do you prefer being on a boring holiday or a torturing-to-death holiday? lyberalism is guaranteed here, so any of two is fine, choose the one that u like :)

-nanduubelommandi-

Happy Eid ul-Fitr 1430 H

May all of our hearts filled with forgiveness and let us all strive for peace and moral victory!

-nanduujugamakanlontong-

The Bird and the Bee - How Deep is your Love

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touched me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again

And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love and then softly leave
And it's me you need to show

Reff:

How deep is your love, is your love
How deep is your love
I really need to learn
'Cause we're livin' in the world of fools
Breaking us down
The should all just let us be
We belong to you and me

I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour
You're my savior when I fall

And you may not think that I care for you
When you know down inside that I really do
And it's me you need to show

*Back to reff*

This is the lyric of "How Deep is your Love". I guess most of you know this song pretty well, since this is actually quite an old song, and this one is the new version, dexterously sang by the bird and the bee, well in fact it's not that new. I just love the type of the bird and the bee's song, they seem like wind, blowing softly, lightly, like every melody and lyric of this song calms my soul, and I absolutely love it.

Now i just want to put myself in a small wondering box.

I'd have to say, this song is a bit sad. If u don't find it that way, try to reread that lyric up there, slowly, try to put yourself as the person in the song. Do you get it?

Once, I was just wondering to myself, imagining, making a fake story of mine based on this song, pretty much about a girl, falling in love, feeling so secure by the love that's given by the boy, and just so sure that the boy was his prince charming, who was gonna be the one, and everything else, except when that moment came crashing down, and she realized that he has unreasonably wandered away from her, and he ended just as the part of her past, but nothing could the girl do.

Hahaha, was it to much? It's just my IMAGINATION, again, IMAGINATION. don't think too much about it. hahhaa.

But having imagined about that story, it leaves me one question:

Can we love someone without having to feel afraid of losing her/him?

guess who can give me an answer...

-nanduukesalbanyaknyamuk-

stupidity tries

Hey people. good avro. absolutely pleased to see u all again, hopefully in a nice condition!

i just wanna share some little unimportant things with u. i don't know how, it just came to my mind, this idea of making silly things out of my photos, my friends and me actually. i used these features i found in adobe photoshop to create some funny elements in my photos and it turned out outrageously funny, and yeah, stupid! u know i'm not an expert about these things, like some of my friends, making ordinary photo, conjure a spell on it, and POOF, they transformed into a magical one, and it looked beautifully amazing indeed. ya, i hope i can learn from them, maybe, someday later... haha, 'cause i have to admit that i can be categorized as the lazy ones, and ya, lazy.. so i don't think i have much time to put my creativity and everything else into my photo and making some extraordinary ones. so, what i used to create this dumb things was by using the distort and kinda stuffs like that. it's easy, simple, practical, and i love those things like that, things that don't make my brain work as hard as a slave. i just needed to click it, and the photos just changed by themselves, into the stupid ones of course. so here are some results, and i do burst out into laughing everytime i take a look on them. hahaha. ENJOY.

Callis - Hans - Me

seems like the main victim in here is hans. just look at those pics, hans is always be the one who gets the most broken edit and his face just turns swirling here, swirling there. hahhaa that's hilarious.

-nanduusukamendengarlaguinstrumental-