School or Holiday?

Hello all! What's buzzin' cousin? I've got 2 options here. Feel free to choose.

1. SCHOOL

2. HOLIDAY

Which one did u choose? So, u thought it is better than the other one, huh?

I believe, it goes without saying that most of us, in just matter of seconds, decided to choose being in a holiday, rather than being tortured by the whole school stuffs. and considering myself as a human being, just like u (hopefully), i do feel like that. well, of course holiday is like something that i'm really waiting for, like it always comes to my mind, "how many days left towards the holiday?" and lately i've been feeling like, attending school, is merely some kind of the pain that i have to suffer before i can feel the heaven, which is holiday. literally, school nowadays is even more sucks than ever before. i don't know why, is it the ASS-ignments? YES! or is it the tests? TWO YESES! or perhaps the teachers? THREE YESES!

so, ya, holiday is definitely the time when i can get my private, leisure time, and just completely focusing on how to keep myself away from desperation, apart from being the cretinous one. and it's also the time when i can let myself be an idler or a loafer, for a short period, cause i really need to be that, every once in a while.

well, for this holiday, nothing much that i do, i found myself mostly dorking off and doing unimportant things, which are thoroughly a boring way to spend my holiday. sometimes, i went on vacation to bandung or puncak with my family. but for this occasion, we decided not to go anywhere, remembering the traffic jam that we surely have to suffer if we go on a vacation in eid ul-fitr holiday, and u know something, I'M EFFING BORED! but not like some of my friends, feeling bored of holiday, they kept saying things of going back to school. well i don't have any intention to do so though. for my perspective, holiday is still slightly a lot more fun than attending school, particularly when we have something interesting to do.

now what about you? do you prefer being on a boring holiday or a torturing-to-death holiday? lyberalism is guaranteed here, so any of two is fine, choose the one that u like :)

-nanduubelommandi-

Happy Eid ul-Fitr 1430 H

May all of our hearts filled with forgiveness and let us all strive for peace and moral victory!

-nanduujugamakanlontong-

The Bird and the Bee - How Deep is your Love

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touched me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again

And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love and then softly leave
And it's me you need to show

Reff:

How deep is your love, is your love
How deep is your love
I really need to learn
'Cause we're livin' in the world of fools
Breaking us down
The should all just let us be
We belong to you and me

I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour
You're my savior when I fall

And you may not think that I care for you
When you know down inside that I really do
And it's me you need to show

*Back to reff*

This is the lyric of "How Deep is your Love". I guess most of you know this song pretty well, since this is actually quite an old song, and this one is the new version, dexterously sang by the bird and the bee, well in fact it's not that new. I just love the type of the bird and the bee's song, they seem like wind, blowing softly, lightly, like every melody and lyric of this song calms my soul, and I absolutely love it.

Now i just want to put myself in a small wondering box.

I'd have to say, this song is a bit sad. If u don't find it that way, try to reread that lyric up there, slowly, try to put yourself as the person in the song. Do you get it?

Once, I was just wondering to myself, imagining, making a fake story of mine based on this song, pretty much about a girl, falling in love, feeling so secure by the love that's given by the boy, and just so sure that the boy was his prince charming, who was gonna be the one, and everything else, except when that moment came crashing down, and she realized that he has unreasonably wandered away from her, and he ended just as the part of her past, but nothing could the girl do.

Hahaha, was it to much? It's just my IMAGINATION, again, IMAGINATION. don't think too much about it. hahhaa.

But having imagined about that story, it leaves me one question:

Can we love someone without having to feel afraid of losing her/him?

guess who can give me an answer...

-nanduukesalbanyaknyamuk-

stupidity tries

Hey people. good avro. absolutely pleased to see u all again, hopefully in a nice condition!

i just wanna share some little unimportant things with u. i don't know how, it just came to my mind, this idea of making silly things out of my photos, my friends and me actually. i used these features i found in adobe photoshop to create some funny elements in my photos and it turned out outrageously funny, and yeah, stupid! u know i'm not an expert about these things, like some of my friends, making ordinary photo, conjure a spell on it, and POOF, they transformed into a magical one, and it looked beautifully amazing indeed. ya, i hope i can learn from them, maybe, someday later... haha, 'cause i have to admit that i can be categorized as the lazy ones, and ya, lazy.. so i don't think i have much time to put my creativity and everything else into my photo and making some extraordinary ones. so, what i used to create this dumb things was by using the distort and kinda stuffs like that. it's easy, simple, practical, and i love those things like that, things that don't make my brain work as hard as a slave. i just needed to click it, and the photos just changed by themselves, into the stupid ones of course. so here are some results, and i do burst out into laughing everytime i take a look on them. hahaha. ENJOY.

Callis - Hans - Me

seems like the main victim in here is hans. just look at those pics, hans is always be the one who gets the most broken edit and his face just turns swirling here, swirling there. hahhaa that's hilarious.

-nanduusukamendengarlaguinstrumental-

I fear my life

Sometimes, I do feel this way...

When I feel like there is no way I can escape from every trouble in my life...

It's like a vivacious circle...

It goes around the same places, over and over again, and I am still here, bitching about my life...

I can't get myself outta here...

I need to... I really have to... But I just can't find a way...

And there will never be a way...

Forever... Even if I try it million times, in million years, never gonna happen...




And that is why I really miss my childhood memories...

I miss them that sometimes they bring me to tears...

I miss my life... Back then...

When I was still a little kid...

I don't even remember how small I am, but I guess I'm pretty small, despite the tall body which I have right now...

I miss everything...

When I had no fear in my life...

When I went to sleep and just completely wondering to myself that tomorrow will be a lot better day than today...

When I woke up in the morning and saw the sun shone so brightly through the window...

When I knew that I had so many people around me just to cheer me up...

When I didn't have to put up with so many obstacles in my life...

When I had nothing to carry on my shoulders, that it felt like so light and free, perhaps I could fly without wings...

When I knew that everyone was so worried about me just as I started to cry...

When I knew that I had a tremendous fun in my life...

When everything that I saw in my life was wonderful, full of color, and I just couldn't wait to feel my life...

When I knew that my mom would pick me to McD, and bought me some toys there...

When I fought with my friends, and we had to shack hands to show that we felt sorry about it (haha this kinda funny)...

When I turned on my television in the evening and watched my favorite cartoon show... (scoobydoo, power rangers, sailormoon, I JUST LOVE THEM!)

When I sat at the backyard in the evening and saw the beautiful sky in orange, with those birds flying in the sky, and the tiny sound of motorcycles and other vehicles passing around from a distance...

When I used to shout "Ice cream! Ice cream!" and clapping my hands just as the ice cream seller passed by my house...

When I couldn't go to sleep without my mother laying on the same bed with me...

When my mother used to sing for me to make me fell asleep and especially when she rubbed my head...

When I found that standing on a very big, flat land with winds blowing through my hair was actually a really pleasant feeling...

There are just so many other things that I miss from my childhood life and they are just too wonderful to forget...

***

What about my life now?

I can't even put my fingers upon it...

I don't know what to say...

But I guess this word would describe everything...

FEAR...

And the worst one...

Fear of loneliness...

But I still feel like I can put up with them...

You know why?

'Cause I have friends...

And that's what friends are for... :)

I LOVE YOU ALL, MY FRIENDS!

Enjoying ourselves in teraskota

oh my effing god, i, myself, don't even know, how long i've been neglecting my own blog. haha. well this is me. it's the 5th or 6th times, for me, leaving this blog just like that, without any new posts. hmm, poor little tiny creature. don't worry, daddy has come back to post something (FINALLY!).

i don't know what to post, don't get round to find something unique and fascinating to post here. so i guess it wouldn't hurt just to post about my day, today, which i can say as quite a nice day, very nice day indeed. i absolutely enjoy this day, besides being completely happy since today is the first day of idul fitri holiday (finally i'm free from those cruel and torturing school stuffs -- ASS-ingments, f-ing tests, b**chy friends, ya some of them do act like bi**h, i'm feeling like throwing anything heavy that i have around me right now.)

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so lemme tell u bout my nothing-compares-the-craziness-of-it day.

*back to indonesian language, since we're all having a sincere and true feeling of our beloved country indonesia*

kemarin, saya dan kedua teman saya yg paling otis sedunia berjalan2 ke teraskota, untuk menonton film karena kmrn adalah hari pembebasan kami dari neraka sekolah, jadi sudah barang tentu harus d rayakan dengan acara fenomenal (walaupun hans curang bet udah libur dari hari senen, dan masuknya oktober! dy memang pantas untuk d penggal!!). pertamanya kami merundingkan mau menonton film apa. hans maunya carriers ato apalah itu judulnya panjang bet gue ga afal pokoknya yg thriller2 gitu, sedangkan gue maunya nonton phobia 2, film horor, karena saya memang suka menonton film horor, walaupun setelah nonton gue tidak bisa mandi, but it's not a big deal.

gue ama hans bercekcok d sms tentang apa film yg akan kita tonton. kami b2 memang sama2 keras kepala, mengingat kepala saya terbuat dari baja, dan kepala hans terbuat dari tempurung kelapa. sedangkan kalis si anak pemalas ga ikut bercekcok, dy hanya menunggu saja keputusan dari kami yg tidak mau rugi. akhirnya si hans melihat jadwal bioskopnya d inet, dan finally, dy kalah!! hahahha. dy mengikuti kemauan gue nntn phobia 2, krn phobia 2 jam 12 sudah mulai. jadi akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk menonton phobia 2 deh.

akhirnya tibalah hari H, yakni kmrn. kita berjanji berkumpul d terkot jam 10.30. gue yg paling norak, udah sms kalis ama hans "pokoknya kumpul d trkot jam 10.30 SHARP ga boleh telat!!", padahal ujung2nya gua yg telat. hahhahahaa. ga telah sih sebenernya, cuma ya gue yg nyampe terakhir. lalu setelah kita bertemu dan bergumul dengan segala candaan tidak penting dan membuat diri sendiri malu, gue memutuskan untuk mencoba kefir yg terletak d belakang terkot. gue beli yg twist, campuran plain sama stroberi gitu, toppingnya mochi ijo. harganya 20rb!! mahal bgd ya rugi gitu lho org. dan tentu saja kedua teman saya yg tidak kalah ketidakmaurugiannya dengan gue, TIDAK MEMBELI KEFIR. mereka memang manusia2 haram. kefir enak sih, mirip2 yoghurt gitu, cuma gua bilang ga terlalu enak sih, enak sih, biasa lah. gue sih lebih suka J.COOL yg lebih manis dan yg couple nya gratis 1 topping. hahhahha.

abis itu, kalis dan hans yg memang bersifat kebapak2an membeli kopi d bengawan solo. setelah itu, kami membeli tiket d blitzmegaplex, tiket phobia tentunya. lalu, agar kopi kedua teman jahanam saya ini d perbolehkan untuk d bawa masuk, kopi mereka d masukin ke tas gue (BAGOS) dan gue harus berjalan layaknya putri huan zhu supaya kopi2 bau tersebut tidak tumpah d tas gue dan membasahi kamera mahalan gua. dan akhirnya kita pun menonton film. jengjengjeng.

jadi, phobia ini ada 5 cerita dalam 1 film. film 1-4 makin lama makin serem, kita kira cerita ke 5 jg serem, eh tanpa d duga, ternyata cerita ke 5 adalah CERITA PALING AUTIS dari semua ceritaa. ahhhhahhaha. gila kami puas bgd nntn phobia, cerita yg ke 5 bego nya setengah mati membuat perut semua org bergoyang oleh tawa yg tidak dapat d tahan. benar2 film yg sangat kreatif dan pandai!! KAMI SANGAT PUAS! HAHAHA.

abis nntn, kami makan d solaria, dan memang kami ini trio kwek2, kami membeli makanan yg sama persis. NASI FU YUNG HAI. hahhaa. meskipun minumnya beda, gue ama hans teh tawar, sedangkan kalis air mineral, dan dy merasa sangat rugi karena air mineralnya lebih mahal dari teh kita, tapi ternyata air mineralnya itu yg kecil punya hahhaha. selamat ya!

lalu kita makan2, abis itu voto2, tertawa2, mempermalukan diri sendiri, lalu kami pergi ke blkg, voto2 lagi dan selesai deh. akhirnya kita pulang dengan d antar supir kalis, dan kami harus berlari mengejar mobil kalis yg berhenti d belokan. hahhahaha.

here are some silly pictures of us

Callis - Me - Hans

Me - Callis

Me - Callis - Hans

Hans - Me

Callis - Hans - Me

THE END!

jangan lupa kawan2 nonton phobia ya karena film ini bagus sekali. yuhu.

-nanduubosanliburan-

softlens again

hi all. sooo, i guess most of u have known that i'm using softlens right now instead of my afganism-black-and-thick-glasses. hahaha. hmm, i can say that i do actually feel quite happy with this softlens, cause it totally changes my whole look, which is considered by my friends to be a lot better (i got lots of possitive feedbacks from them) than before, when i was still using glasses. but i can't say that softlens is always more comfortable than glasses. well sometimes i do say, yes, softlens is easier to carry around on ur eyes, as u don't have to feel something's like hanging on ur nose, but on the other hand, softlens is even much more troubling to use, rather than glasses, which just needed to be put on ur nose and it's done.

u know what, the first time i tried to put this freaky thing into my eyes, there at the glasses store, it took me about 1 hour till finally i successfully put the softens into my eyes, cause i was actually freakin' out. u know, don't u feel scared when u have to put in something into ur eyes? i was feeling that way, that's why it took me quite a long time to put this things into my eyes. but thank God i managed to do that. woohoo. i was like completely thrilled when the softlens finally got into my eyes, like i just succeeded in overcoming my fear, which is not that scary actually, when u've finally got the 'trick' about how to do this, and u've got to find it urself, cause u're the one who'll put this things into ur eyes.

idk that it was really my stupidness or what that made me took that long time just to put on this softlens, cause there was something fishy then. when it's about 30 minutes that i still hadn't been able to put on the softlens, finally my sister, who has used softlens quite a few months before i did (even though she doens't have any problems with her eyes) showed me how to use it. well, in a second that thing just smoothly got into her right eyes, but as soon as it was in there, my sister's right eyes started to became red and she said that it was hurting that tears rolled down from her eyes, she said there must be something with the water that was used to rinse the softlens. she asked the seller what was that water actually. the seller said that it was sterilized water, but then she said something that i didn't understand, something that's sure is the reason why it makes it so hurting when she put on the softlens, and it sucks. but watever the reason is, i still need to put on the softlens, wven though i was even feelin more terrified upon seing my sister felt hurted putting on the softlens. i kept trying and finally i did it. yes, it's thrilling, but yes too, it's hurting. really hurts. i can't tell u how it feels, but what's so sure is that it HURTS!! huhuhhuhuhuhuhuhu T_______________T

but now it's getting better actually, even though i still have quite a few problems that is just too long to tell in this blog. well whatever they are, i'm getting quite the hang of it, but i'm still getting used to.

oh ya forgot to tell u, i bought the brown-colured softlens. hehhee.


-nanduumenantiliburankebandung-